Even with the best intentions,  life will play out as it is meant to. You can do everything right….and things can still go horribly wrong.  It is what it is. I guess. Yet I am not without hope, I refuse to. I won’t let the moments that I feel went wrong be for nothing.  I will learn from it, but I will also be honest and admit the truth of how I feel.  That what happened was shit, and I’ll use that shit to fertilize my growth.  This is my truth and if I ever learn to cross stitch,  well, it may make a fine saying on a pillow case to pass on to my spawn.