Even with the best intentions, life will play out as it is meant to. You can do everything right….and things can still go horribly wrong. It is what it is. I guess. Yet I am not without hope, I refuse to. I won’t let the moments that I feel went wrong be for nothing. I will learn from it, but I will also be honest and admit the truth of how I feel. That what happened was shit, and I’ll use that shit to fertilize my growth. This is my truth and if I ever learn to cross stitch, well, it may make a fine saying on a pillow case to pass on to my spawn.