Sometimes you can find the diamond in the shit. I have been an observer of life in terms of sharing myself. I learned early to shut down ‘me’. In my home I learned that ‘me’ could send a particlular member of my family from calm to psychtic in nothing flat. The problem is, a 2 yr old doesn’t understand anything other than the problem being ‘me’. So if I shut ‘me’ down and be ‘seen but not heard’ then said family member stays cool. Cool is good. ‘Me’ is not good. Not a lesson easily unlearned, but I’ll be damned to live another day without being ‘me’. As so it begins……or rather continues on in the long journey back to me.